You may have noticed that I use the language of parts throughout this site (an anxious part of you, a distracting part of you etc). This language comes out of Internal Family Systems therapy (IFS for short), which is one of the primary modalities that I use in our work together.
The Pixar movie 'Inside Out' got the IFS community very excited in that it made the language of parts (my mad part, my anxious part) more commonplace and accepted. But even prior to the movie, you've probably often considered parts of yourself (e.g. one part of me wants to go to this party, but another part of me wants to stay home in my pajamas).
In internal family systems, we get to know and develop a relationship with the different parts of us, so that rather than feeling tossed around by our emotions, we can help our different emotions live together in relative peace. When we can take the fight out of our parts that are trying louder and louder to be heard, and simply be there to notice and understand all of our parts, everything can get calmer and more quiet, and we end up with easier, clearer choices, and more energy to do what we really want.
Our parts in this model are divided into Protectors and Exiles. Protectors are parts of us that are trying to make sure that we don't get hurt and don't feel bad (for example, an anxious part constantly considering worst-case scenarios, worrying if you've ruined a relationship with a certain comment, over-eating when you are flooded with negative feelings etc). Exiles are parts of us that have already been hurt. Exiles are often younger parts that have been burdened with some feelings about ourselves that aren't true because of things that have happened to us. If we act on automatic pilot, we can often live our lives operating from the beliefs of our exiles (e.g. I must be bad, the world is not safe), and our protectors (e.g. Over-working to prove we're good enough, staying in control or saying f*** it).
This is where the Self comes in. You have probably experienced moments in your life where you feel strong, wise, and clear: where you don't have to work in order to be enough, where things feels aligned. Maybe in nature, looking at a sunset or the waves. Maybe with a pet or a special person next to you. Maybe while you're in flow working on a project. Maybe just an ordinary moment by yourself or on a busy street. The idea (in IFS and in pretty much every spiritual tradition) is that there is a you that is separate from but connected to all the parts of you that often crowd you out. The practice is to access this Self more and more readily, and to develop a relationship between your Self and your parts. One way to think about it is that you are restoring your Self as the leader of your life, with your parts trusting you enough to help you where you want to go rather than pushing and pulling you along.
In session, we access your Self (also called Self energy) using mindfulness that's grounded in the body. We slow things down and notice places of ease- in the breath, in different parts of your body- so that we are literally making space for whatever needs your attention. As you slow things down and invite parts of you that have been trying to get your attention (often unpleasantly) all week, you will start to learn that every part of you is trying to do something positive and helpful for you (even though it doesn't always work out that way). Our clue to whether your Self is really there listening to your struggling parts, is your answer to the question 'how do you feel towards this part?'. When you feel irritated, frustrated, worried etc, about whatever your parts share with you (thoughts, emotions, images), we know that other parts are present and worried about the attention we are giving to a particular part. We then keep slowing things down and let everyone be heard that needs to be until all you feel naturally is compassion, curiosity, and a wish to help your part that is sharing its struggle with you. That is your Self energy, and with enough patience, breath and time, you will find that this openness exists in you for your every part of your experience. Our whole process is to help you connect with this compassionate openness in you, because when you are in that space, you know just what to do better than any therapist or any other person in your life.
For more information on IFS, you can go to the official IFS website https://ifs-institute.com/, or read Richard Schwartz's (its founder's) introductory book:
Introduction to the Internal Family Systems Model (2001)